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| Wednesday, September 17th, 2008 | | 1:36 am |
Unplug your synapses
Just checking in. First off, just want to say I love The Airborne Toxic Event. Check into them. And the rest is kinda just my feelings about how things are now. So you can skip it. Over all I'm really happy. I started a job, and school is starting again soon, though I'm a bit worried about the classes I chose. They are filled with work and I'm only looking forward to asl. Plus, went to a concert and a bar hopping for the first time in forever. Totally danced the night away, which made me realize how important dancing is to me. Been catching up on animes, neopets, and comics. Read three books this summer, and am working on my fourth. But even though I am mostly happy, I get really sad thinking about MD. I miss it and those people so much. So many happy memories that I want to relive. Anytime someone asks me how I am, I think and realize I am really happy again. But if they dive deeper, I start to tear up. Have Fun. Current Mood:  undescribableCurrent Music: fuck em girl - tech n9ne | | Monday, August 25th, 2008 | | 11:45 pm |
| | Sunday, August 10th, 2008 | | 2:54 am |
| | Thursday, August 7th, 2008 | | 9:42 pm |
*AHEM*
My dad is now on facebook. that is all Current Mood:  bewildered | | Wednesday, July 30th, 2008 | | 11:53 pm |
| | 11:26 pm |
still feeling like hell.
you know research shows that people who spend a lot of time in front of the tv and computer become depressed. so i figured that might be a reason why i feel crappy. but i spent the entire weekend away from civilization and did nothing but exercise...and felt worse. so now i figure tv and computer is like alcohol, a temporary solution to the problem that i don't want to stop because it feels better than reality. | | Friday, July 18th, 2008 | | 8:06 pm |
| | Monday, July 14th, 2008 | | 3:31 am |
| | Thursday, July 10th, 2008 | | 9:01 pm |
| | Wednesday, July 9th, 2008 | | 1:20 am |
| | Monday, July 7th, 2008 | | 12:54 am |
When in Rome...
The thing I love about Christianity is there is a patron saint for everything.
"O Blessed St. Dwynwen, you who knew pain and peace, division and reconciliation, you have promised to aid lovers and you watch over those whose hearts have been broken. As you received three boons from an Angel, intercede for me to receive three blessings; to obtain my heart's desire {here you may name it} or, if that is not God's Will, a speedy healing from my pain; your guidance and assistance, that I may find love with the right person, at the right time, and in the right way; and an unshakeable faith in the boundless kindness and wisdom of God." Current Mood:  amused | | Sunday, July 6th, 2008 | | 10:46 pm |
the ass licking will comense now
It would make me feel infanitly better to have :::: come out and be like i'm gay. Than the whole pulling away period and the lack of intimacy wouldn't be my fault. But seeing as that isn't going to happen, here i am boring you all to tears with yet another post | | Saturday, July 5th, 2008 | | 1:06 am |
If you took the time to see what that woman meant to you
Addicted to Under The Tuscan Sun script. Here are some lines that I Adore - Do you know the most surprising thing about divorce? It doesn't actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart or a head-on car wreck. It should. When someone you've promised to cherish till death do you part says "I never loved you," it should kill you instantly. You shouldn't have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn't know. The light just never went on, you know. I must have known, of course, but I was too scared to see the truth. Then fear just makes you so stupid. - You know when you come across one of those empty shell people, and you think "What the hell happened to you?" Well there came a time in each one of those lives where they are standing at a crossroads… someplace where they had to decide whether to turn left or right. This is no time to be a chicken-shit, Frances. - Jesus, Frances, how do you do it— how do you ever breathe again?
- Please stop being so sad. If you continue like this, I will be forced to make love to you. And I’ve never been unfaithful to my wife Current Mood:  crappy | | Friday, July 4th, 2008 | | 12:35 am |
| | Thursday, July 3rd, 2008 | | 12:06 am |
Uprising in the the coocoo's nest
Joan Armatrading - The Weakness in Me I'm not the sort of person who falls in and quickly out of love But to you, I give my affection, right from the start. I have a lover who loves me - how could I break such a heart? Yet still you get my attention. Why do you come here, when you know I've got troubles enough? Why do you call me, when you know I can't answer the phone? And make me lie when I don't want to, And make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool? Make me stay when I should not? If you're so strong then resolve the weakness in me. Why do you come here, and pretend to be just passing by? I need to see you - I need to hold you - tightly. Feeling guilty, And I'm worried, and I'm waking from a tormented sleep 'Cause this old love, you know it has me bound, But this new love cuts so deep. If I choose now, I'm bound to lose out; One of you is gonna have to fall... I need you, baby. Why do you come here, when you know I've got troubles enough? Why do you call me, when you know I can't answer the phone? And make me lie when I don't want to, And make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool? Make me stay when I should not? If you're so strong then resolve the weakness in me. Why do you come here, and pretend to be just passing by? I need to see you - I need to hold you - tightly. Current Music: joan armatrading - the weakness in me | | Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008 | | 2:21 am |
| | Tuesday, July 1st, 2008 | | 9:43 pm |
betray the light and eat a booger
So last night i made a picnic basket, so that I could take ::him:: out on a star-lit picnic. You know, I wanted to do something romantic, because lately all our relationship is is just hanging out at his place, doing nothing in particular. And unfortunatly the boy called and told me that he was too tired to come over. | | Saturday, June 28th, 2008 | | 1:12 am |
| | Friday, June 27th, 2008 | | 2:34 am |
| | Wednesday, June 25th, 2008 | | 11:30 pm |
I'm depressed
and with each additional tidbit I learn this week, I keep on sinking lower. Its just not my week. |
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